This morning a devotional reminded me of David, the
teen-aged shepherd who fearlessly faced down a giant on the battlefield.
I was reminded of an experience I had in junior high school,
when I responded to my own “giant” – not confident but bound by fear.
My family had moved from one state to another, and I was
uneasy in my role as “new kid.” Among many intimidating realities about my new
school was an awareness that fistfights sometimes took place at “the upper
field” after the school day had ended.
Then one morning in the first class of the day a classmate
approached me with stunning news: one of the toughest guys in school had let it
be known that he was going to fight me after school.
My day was ruined. I struggled through the long hours ahead,
totally racked by fear of a fistfight with a fellow student I had never even
spoken with.
The day passed slowly. I went to my bus stop, looked around,
climbed the stairs to the bus … and arrived home without incident some 15
minutes later. No confrontation, no fistfight.
As it turned out, the classmate who told me about the
“fighter’s” plans for me had fabricated the whole story. It was a joke, and it
is likely the “giant” who immobilized me with fear did not even know I existed.
“Well,” you might respond, “you were new to the school. You
were just a kid, and fighting was not your nature. It was natural to be afraid.”
Those things are true, but the point here is the difference
between my response and young David’s to our giants:
David responded to news of
a fierce warrior who was blaspheming God (1 Samuel 17:43: “The Philistine said
to David, ‘Am I a dog, that you come to me with sticks?’ And the Philistine
cursed David by his gods.”). The young shepherd exclaimed: “The Lord who
delivered me from the paw of the lion and from the paw of the bear, He will
deliver me from the hand of this Philistine.” (1 Samuel 17:37)
Unlike David, I did not respond to the prospect of “battle”
with a prayerful appeal to God, with confidence that He would see me through
this crisis. Instead, I allowed the lie to devastate me, pulling me into a tortured
day teeming with fearful imaginations.
I would like to say I learned my lesson and spent the rest
of my teen years trusting in the Lord even when challenges seemed overwhelming.
In fact, I continued on many occasions to wallow in fear rather than
approaching the Father’s throne with confidence in His covering.
The good news: I have learned, like David, to go to the
Father immediately when the challenges of life (giants) threaten to cast me
down in fear. I am not saying that I live without occasional lapses of anxiety,
but I have fully embraced the truth that fear is NOT part of God’s plan for my
life – for ANY of those who have surrendered their lives to His lordship.
I give You thanks, Father, that Your desire for your
children is not a life without trials and tribulations, but a life built on a
foundation of love and confidence as we encounter and move beyond those
challenges in Your strength. There has never been, and will never be, a “giant”
You have not already defeated. I pray that all of my sisters and brothers in
Christ – young and old – will repeatedly ask for Your gift of supernatural
peace.
Genesis 15:1 “After these things the word of the Lord
came to Abram in a vision, saying, ‘Do not fear, Abram, I am a shield to you; your
reward shall be very great’.”
Exodus 14:13 “But Moses said to the people, ‘Do not fear!
Stand by and see the salvation of the LORD which He will accomplish for you
today; for the Egyptians whom you have seen today, you will never see them
again forever’.”
Isaiah 43:1 “But now, thus says the LORD, your Creator,
O Jacob, and He who formed you, O Israel, ‘Do not fear, for I have redeemed
you; I have called you by name; you are Mine’!”
Luke 12:7 “Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all
numbered. Do not fear; you are more valuable than many sparrows.”
Romans 15:13 “Now may the God of hope fill you with all
joy and peace in believing, so that you will abound in hope by the power of the
Holy Spirit.”
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